{"id":2522,"date":"2022-05-29T19:57:10","date_gmt":"2022-05-29T19:57:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mazimai.com\/?p=2522"},"modified":"2022-05-29T19:57:11","modified_gmt":"2022-05-29T19:57:11","slug":"chastising-love-chapter-1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mazimai.com\/?p=2522","title":{"rendered":"Chastising Love &#8211; Chapter 1"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image alignfull size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"203\" src=\"http:\/\/mazimai.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/Chastising-Love-Banner-1024x203.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-2503\" srcset=\"https:\/\/mazimai.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/Chastising-Love-Banner-1024x203.png 1024w, https:\/\/mazimai.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/Chastising-Love-Banner-300x59.png 300w, https:\/\/mazimai.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/Chastising-Love-Banner-768x152.png 768w, https:\/\/mazimai.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/Chastising-Love-Banner-1536x304.png 1536w, https:\/\/mazimai.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/Chastising-Love-Banner.png 1918w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<h4 class=\"has-text-align-center wp-block-heading\">Chapter 1<\/h4>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"959\" height=\"148\" src=\"http:\/\/mazimai.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/Line.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1114\" srcset=\"https:\/\/mazimai.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/Line.jpg 959w, https:\/\/mazimai.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/Line-300x46.jpg 300w, https:\/\/mazimai.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/Line-768x119.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 959px) 100vw, 959px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>The night seemed to go on forever.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I must have passed out because I woke up laid naked on the bed with his arms around me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He was also naked.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I was feeling totally panicked.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I tried to move from the sleeping arms of Dexter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>If he didn&#8217;t do that earlier, I would say he looked hot sleeping.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He was spooning me, so it was hard to move.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>His grip was so tight, as I started to move he started to mumble something in his sleep.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m sorry Hale; I love you,&#8221; he sleep talked and then gave my back a sleepy kiss.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My jaw dropped &#8216;What the hell.&#8217;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I hurried from the bed, but somehow managed not to wake Dexter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I grabbed my stuff and quickly put it all back on before running from the house.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Stepping out of the front door Nate was standing with his arm wrapped around a girl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Nate,&#8221; I said trying to get his attention.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He turned and gave me a horrible look.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Oh, it&#8217;s you. What do you want?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I was shocked at what I was seeing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The girl had her hand down the front of his pants.<br>This made me beyond angry.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;What the fuck do you mean what do I want? I am your girlfriend. What the fuck are you doing with this whore&#8217;s hand in your pants,&#8221; I shouted.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He started to laugh &#8220;You are nothing to me bitch. Why don&#8217;t you go lay back on your back for Dexter.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He knew about it?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;It wasn&#8217;t like that. He raped me.&#8221; I said crying.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Yeah, but you enjoyed. Didn&#8217;t you?&#8221; he said smirking.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pulled my eyebrows together<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;What the fuck? You knew, and you didn&#8217;t stop it? 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I have too much fun being single,&#8221; he smiled at us.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Then he just walked into the house closing the door, leaving me and the girl outside.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m so sorry Hayley. My name is Beth. You want me to take you to the hospital?&#8221; she asked me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;No, just take me home, please?&#8221; I replied thought tears.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Arriving at my flat, I unlocked the door.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We didn&#8217;t say anything in the car, except my address.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>She helped me get my door &#8220;Do you need me to call anyone?&#8221; she asked.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;No thank you. Can you stay with me for a bit?&#8221; I asked shocking her.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Are you sure? After all this is all my fault,&#8221; she said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s not your fault,&#8221; I said angry but not at her &#8220;Its that sick fuck. I just wish I had known how messed up he was, and I would have dumped his ass long ago.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I know I should be angry at her, but for some reason I feel she is a victim in this too.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;m sure under different circumstances we would have been great friends and<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I did need one right now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I don&#8217;t want to tell anyone else.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I just want to get revenge.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Me too. I&#8217;m sorry. I wish we could show him pain too,&#8221; she said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Come in. 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