Chapter 13
We arrive at our room. Before we sit Phe contacts his parents and told them that we will be late and to start without us.
Phe sits down with me on his lap and Lenime sits next to us.
“Amber,” Phe’s voice gains my attention. I turn to look at him, “Yes, Jet,” I ask softly making him smile.
“I love you so much,” He pushes his lips to mine and kisses me so deep and needy almost like he is afraid I’ll disappear.
He pulls back. “I love you too.” I can feel his younger brother’s eyes burning into me.
“I know, love…” He smiles but I see sadness in his eyes.
“What’s wrong?” I begin to panic. Has he changed his mind? But he said he love me…
“Don’t you want me anymore?” My voice is a whisper.
His brows furrow and cups my cheek “No. Of course I want to be with you. Forever and always. No matter what I will always be with you…” I sense a but.
“But that is what we need to talk about…” Way to confuse me more.
“You know I love my family too?” I nod my head, he continues knowing that it means yes. “And I only want them to be happy?” Another nod.
“Well, something happened…” I can see tears in his eyes. I didn’t think they could cry?
Before he can continue I lean in and kiss his closes eyes. He chuckles, then opens his eyes again.
“I hope you will always be like this with me.” I want to ask why wouldn’t I be? But don’t get a chance because he continues his previous sentence.
“Did you feel something when Lenime touched you?” He already knows the answer but asks anyway.
“Yes,” I look down feeling guilty. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean too.”
“I know, love,” He strokes my cheek. “You have feelings for him?” I don’t answer.
He takes my silence as a yes. “It’s alright. Do you know why?”
I shake my head. “I don’t know why… I have never heard of it before but…” He looks at me in the eye. “Lenime is also your mate.”
My eyes widen. “But if that is true then why didn’t he know before or if he did why didn’t he tell us?” I ask not fully believing it.
I am still on Phe’s lap and his hand is now stroking the back of my neck and the other on my side.
“I didn’t know at first.” We turn to Lenime, Phe still holding me the same way.
His younger brother is looking between us almost desperately. “Yes, when I first meet you I had feelings but I thought they were because you were mated to Phe.” I felt the same at the time.
“I know I didn’t feel them when my other siblings mates but I thought maybe because you were a different species. I have loved you since the first moment I saw you, even before feeling the mate bond. You are the most beautiful and perfect woman I could ever imagine. If I was to choose a mate I would have chosen you, but it wasn’t until I held you and my skin touched yours that I suspected and confirmed it with the tasting.”
That’s why he licked me. It makes sense. I had the same feelings as him, but didn’t want to admit it. I’m still not sure about doing so. I care for Lenime a lot… Maybe love him. I’m not sure. I don’t want to hurt him, but I also don’t want to hurt Phe.
“I know you are already mated to Phe and I don’t expect you to accept me in the same way,” He looked still so desperate. Gone was my new best friend. The clever joking one, who loved to tease his brother and in his place a broken shell. “I just want to be close to you. We don’t have to do anything, just let me hold you sometimes.” I knew they only ever got one mate. No second chance.
“I love you, Phe. I would never hurt you.” He pleads with his brother. I feel my eyes brim with tears.
“I know, Lenime,” Phe moves his hand from my side and onto his brother’s shoulder. “That is why we are speaking about this, because I love you too, brother. I would never willingly put you through that pain,” He says honestly.
“Do you accept him, love?” They both turn their attentions back to me.
Everything became too much. I burst out crying and bury my face in Phe’s crook. “I don’t want to lose you, Phe. Please,” I beg. “I want you forever.”
I hear him sigh, “Amber, I told you. We will always be together,” He brings up my face to his. “We are completely mated. You couldn’t get rid of me even if you tried,” He smiles down at me. “Then what?” I ask confused.
“Lenime is your mate and loves you as much as I do. What I am asking is… Do you accept him? If you do, he and I would have to share our mate.”
I frown, “You mean, one day here, one day there?”
He smiles, “No chance. I already told you, you are not leaving my side. He would have to move in our room with us and we will find a way to make things work,” He tries to explain. “But you would still love me the same, still join with me?” I want to know everything before deciding.
“I could never feel anything but love for you. I am happy if you are and I will always join with you…” He gets a dirty smirk. “Remember, the clothing offer is still out there.” The joint clothing for sex. I can’t help but laugh through my tears. He licks my tears from my face. Lenime eye’s still burning into me. I haven’t looked at him since I found out he is my mate. “And your family won’t hate me?” Phe looks confused. “Why would they hate you for making two of their own happy?”
I shrug, “I don’t know,” I mumble.
I have such a beautiful way of putting it.
I feel a unfamiliar hand take mine, but know who it is because of the sparks.
“Please accept me? We don’t have to do anything, just let me hold you.”
I want my happy Lenime back… Mine.
“But would we have to join to complete the bond?” I ask still not accepting or rejecting.
Phe nods, “Yes.”
“And what would you think about me joining with another?” I ask him.
“I cannot say. I know you are mine too, you love me and will always be with me so I am not worried, but I am unsure. But I know despite what he says he will have to join with you. He may want to save you painful feeling, but in the long run it needs to be done.”
“Would you stay in the room?” I don’t know why I asked that.
He smile, “I told you, I would never leave your side.”
I shake my head grinning, “I guess I didn’t even have to ask after the toilet.” He chuckles.
“And you will let me touch you during?”
His eyes darken “If you wanted to, yes.” I can already feel Lenime’s eyes on me.
I turn Lenime who is still looking pleadingly at me.
“Do you promise to be my funny friend like you was before?” I ask him and him quickly answers, “Yes. Anything.”
“And you will accept Phe as my mate too?”
“I already have. I never want to replace him. He will always be your mate. I just hope I can be too,” His voice becomes lower at the end.
There isn’t even a question of rejecting him anymore, not now I have found but Phe will still be with me.
“Then Len…” He is looking at me hopeful. “I accept you.”
He freezes.
I frown and whisper to Phe. “I think he is broken.” Phe chuckles and whispers to tell me what to do.
Still on Phe’s lap I lean forwards and pull Lenime towards me and press my lips to his.
It feels just like kissing Phe, not strange at all. I pull back after a second, he didn’t kiss me back.
But he is no longer frozen.
“You really accept me?” His voice more happier than before.
“Yes, Len.” He bounces forwards and hugs me. “I promise I will do anything to make you happy. I mean it when I said we only need to hug… If you want.”
I pull back making him frown. I climb off Phe’s lap. I don’t know if it is the mate thing but I am getting very brave.
Both men’s eyes fixed on me as I undo my suit and in one quick move stand totally naked in front of them.
Without a word I turn and walk into our bedroom. I know they are following and not just because the hurried footsteps but also their eyes are burning into my flesh.
“Lenime,” I turn to the two very lustfully looking Aliens. “I want you to join with me… Complete the bond.” He looks me up and down for a good minute before turning to his brother “Can I?” He asks Phe.
Phe chuckles and pats his brother’s back, “You best soon or you have to wait until I have finished.” I see a huge bulge in his pants. I blush when I notice Lenime has the same. Phe catches me looking and smirks but his brother doesn’t because he is too busy removing his clothing.
He is very similar to Phe except slightly smaller at around six foot five. But his body is just as good. His spots however runs down his sides, all the way down the outer side of his legs where they fade and stop just above his knees.
His large member standing proud and bouncing in the air as if happy to see me. It is a good size, around the same as his brother.
I trail my eyes up to his face to see a shy smile, “Am I alright for you?” I mentally awe at his cuteness.
“You are perfect.” I look to Phe, then back to Lenime. “Just as perfect as your brother. You don’t have to worry.” I walk over take his hand and lead him to our bed.
He is so shy. No longer the playful man I knew both.
It is like he is scared to touch me.
“Let, would you like to touch me?” I ask already knowing the answer.
“Yes. If I can,” His voice low and nervous.
Phe watches us intently.
“Touch me where you want and I will tell you when to stop or if I don’t like it,” I tell him.
We are still standing beside the bed.
Slowly without another word he moves the palm of his hand down my neck, my breast, along the curves of my hips, backside and legs. Not touching my most intimate place.
“Can we get on the bed?” I nod and climb on, he leans over the top of me. “You’re so perfect,” He looks down my body. “I thought you were before but I never imagined…” He moves his face close to my neck and places soft kisses along it, up to my face and then my lips. The moment our lips touch I melt.
Heat rushes through my body, making it’s way to my bottom half and pooling between my legs.
As he gently kisses me and licks my lips I let a moan escape my lips, making him deepen the kiss and his tongues invade my mouth.
My hands immediately wrap around him and pull him in closer, as my legs do the same.
“Please, Len. We have forever to explore each other,” I beg breaking the kiss.
“Please,” I lift my butt and rub my core against his member, making him moan this time.
He began to rub himself against me without entering.
I move one of my hands and reach between his legs and grab his member. He eyes shoot straight back to mine.
They are not like Phe’s, they are wanting, lustful, yes, but they are also worried, needing. He looks at me as though asking my permission. This makes my heart both break and swell. He still thinks I’ll reject him, despite everything.
I remove my hands and legs causing him to give me a heartbreaking sad look.
He moves back. I notice Phe looking my way he smiles as though knowing what I am doing.
I return my eyes to Lenime, who looks like he is about to die of heartbreak.
‘I have to do this know,’ I told myself internally. ‘Before his looks make me cry.’
I move from under him. “Lay down.”
He silently does as I told.
I smile down at him and lean down. Shocking him by kissing my way down his body and when reaching his member dampening the end with my tongue.
He groans in pleasure. I smirk loving that he is relaxing slightly.
Stopping myself after only a minute I know he can’t find release in anywhere but my core.
Moving myself into the straddling position, I move my core over his member so it is lined up with my entrance but not inside.
“Lenime.” He smiles at hearing me say his full name.
“Yes, my love?” His voice more relaxed than before.
“I love you too.” Before he has a chance to react I push myself down onto his throbbing member.
